[Now he cries out, a pleasant whimper following, at the sensation of teeth on blade. It isn't wholly a good feeling, but it arouses something in Hasebe that he can't deny. Curiosity. Need. Lust.
Shameful.
He would kill for this man, but he won't say it. That blade could drink the blood of dozens at Guanshan's behest, should Hasebe feel it needs to be done. But he doesn't. They have this beautiful, peaceful, passionate dance to attend to, and it's far better than gore. An oath to give affection is greater than an oath to kill, at least right now. Hasebe would swear that one a hundred times, that he'll fall at Guanshan's feet, that he will give him everything for this kind of attention, but again, it's best left unsaid and undone. Right now, he's able to express it physically.
So while the scrape of teeth on the blade is like a stab in his spine, the way he fairly vibrates afterwards is a sign of sure pleasure, and the gasp as he realizes he's getting hard from this only serves to complete the picture. He's borne in those hands with some difficulty, but the reverence makes this one of the most singularly erotic and wonderful moments of his short life. Should he be ashamed?]
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Shameful.
He would kill for this man, but he won't say it. That blade could drink the blood of dozens at Guanshan's behest, should Hasebe feel it needs to be done. But he doesn't. They have this beautiful, peaceful, passionate dance to attend to, and it's far better than gore. An oath to give affection is greater than an oath to kill, at least right now. Hasebe would swear that one a hundred times, that he'll fall at Guanshan's feet, that he will give him everything for this kind of attention, but again, it's best left unsaid and undone. Right now, he's able to express it physically.
So while the scrape of teeth on the blade is like a stab in his spine, the way he fairly vibrates afterwards is a sign of sure pleasure, and the gasp as he realizes he's getting hard from this only serves to complete the picture. He's borne in those hands with some difficulty, but the reverence makes this one of the most singularly erotic and wonderful moments of his short life. Should he be ashamed?]
I fear I'm losing myself...